Kukla-Factory

Again and again guys, I'm really busy. This time, it's not because I'm having fun in vacations or because I'm hanging out a lot.
Actually I can't hang out anymore since I have to stay with my little brother at home all day. And he's a true little demon, believe me. I also hate children...

I have troubles with my family, it's hell in my house.

I feel like I've forgot how to speak english since I lack of training since school is over. I'm loosing confidence in myself.

I feel like I don't have active watchers at all, and most of them don't care about me._{Well after all, we don't know each other, why would you care about me ?}

My boyfriend is gone on a trip and I haven't heard a word from him since two days. He broke his phone and there's no internet where he is.

I'm getting closer to a mental breakdown, I have nightmares where I kill myself because of the pressure.

I'm not seeking for kind words here, not seeking for help.
I just need to write down what I'm feeling.

I can't wait next year, when I'll finally be an adult, legally speaking, and when I'll be able to have my own apartment, free of my parents.

Sorry for this sad journal entry, and thanks if you took the time to read me.

I finally have it !!

Hello everyone !
As usual, thanks for being my watcher. It really makes me happy to see that every time I post a picture, your number grow.
But I have to apologize because I fell in love with Skyrim, and I spend my days playing at this game. Since my computer is quite powerful, I'm actually trying to mod, so I can be able to make beautiful screenshots and stuff. If you have any advices, please leave a comment ! (ps : I don't have Steam and I use Nexus :3)

Also, when I'm not playing Skyrim, my IRL life is taking me a lot of time. I used to be the kind of girls who tried to find excuses to avoid going out, but not anymore. I've met some wonderful people and I want to spend a lot of time with them. I'm not at home that much anymore, that's why I don't make as many pictures as before. Sorry about that :<

Also, my Photoshop broke ! I have to install it again but I'm a little bit lazy, so maybe it will have to wait. Sorry again orz

Also ! I'll have Animal Crossing New Leaf for my birthday. I'll make a journal entry with my friend code ! :3

I hope that you're all having a good time during your holidays ! Love !
Elyseara/El/Elicorne/Kukla.

Since it's one day after my birthday, maybe I have my chances.
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Hi !
FINALLY I AM IN HOLIDAYS !
My exams are all over ! Maybe I'll open some requests/commissions. I don't know yet. I'm not comfident about my drawing skills actually.

Anyway, I opened a Facebook page. Some of my older watchers might have known my old FB page, this one is better because it's more organized and more active !
It would be really nice for me to have 100 likes (I have 50 since two days ! ), so please support me !

See you later and have a good day !